START WIT A SMILE AND END CHEERLESS

Finally I left home to mit dearie. Went to Funan Mall to check out his labtop. Had our lunch at the food court cos decided to haf Kenny Roger for dinner. Met Pris & Calvin at Fox shop. They look so lovely dovely sweetie. Dearie bought a Quiksilver jacket. Dearie oso bought two bermudas cos buy 1 free 1. Hence, NO Kenny Roger. Had dinner at Makansutra instead. Saw Amos at Suntec. He working there. Was surprised by his job scope. He is a sales assistant at a push cart. Wasnt depising him but was rather shock. Tot they wld only hire ladies. Chat awhile den he continue go work and we went shopping. Headed home early. On the train, she msg me ask me wanna share pressie for his birthday den being frank, considering I not working and no income, totally dependent on my savings, I told her I very budget, roughly less den 10 bucks. And oso frankly speaking all frens I oso buy and share pressie wit a budget of 10 bucks. Not say I stingy. Afterall its the tot that counts. She replied. "O, den nvm. think dun share. He will understand de." Nv blamed her. Not angry wit her. Jus lost for words and feel very down after seeing her reply. Maybe she feels dat its his 21st birthday afterall and shld buy something more x or maybe she feels dat 10 bucks is too lil for a pressie. Sorry for dat. Maybe you guys are working and can afford more, but Im not. I wished I can. Just to say, I nv angry wit you. Still frens. Dearie accompanied me till his daddy came and fetch him home. Waiting for him to get home.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, SHARIL