LONE RANGER

Dedicate to myself...

Lonely, Im so lonely,
I have nobody for my own,
Im so lonely, Im so lonely,
I have nobody for my own,
Im so lonely,

Today first day of work. Butterflies in stomach? Nope. Excited? Nope. It poured heavily even before I stepped out of the house. Hurry left the house leaving behind my precious hp. Wad the hell. Only to realise when I board the bus. No detour. Real damm working world. Really no friends. So isolated. Having the companion with only, the desktop. Not much work load today. Can you imagine how pathetic I am without a mobile fone? Usually first day at work, even if no fren to accompany you eat, you can at least call a fren during your lunch break. Im deprived of that.

Ate lunch alone. The tot of having MOS burger makes me hungry. Walked towards the direction. Large crowd at MOS. Burger King was like empty, filled with flies. Can you imagine eating something you hate. Having to thrust it down your throat? Jus to avoid having eyes staring at you saying "O...poor fellow, having to eat alone", I drag my feet into Burger King. Forcing my brain to pass the command to order "a mushroom swiss". Hw I wish can Dig a hole and eat my meal. Saw another loner sitting at a corner, I hurry join her at the next table. Soon another loner came. We seems to be ostracize.

Hurried myself to get off the chair after my last munch. Hoping to reach for a public fone to call my dearie. Jus like a bangalah chatting on a fone on a sunday afternoon down orchard road. After toking awhile on the fone, when you hear "tu... tu... tu...", you feel like slapping your brain for not reminding you to grab your mobile fone before you leave the hse. Its simply pathetic. Argh.

After work, went to visit dearie. Dearie been ill over the weekends. My poor boy. Wish dearie speedy recovery.