I HATE TODAY

Meet Wind & her bf for a lil shopping over at MS. Lunch at Cafe Cartel. Their behaviours are simply cute. Hang around not long cos his car park downstairs very expensive. Went to meet up with Fel. Art. Eric. Kar Ann. Wendy. Xinyi. at Vivocity. They went tanning in the morning.

Went to Singtel to buy a hp which I needed badly, cos mine is always dying on me at the wrong time. Bought W850i with my student card, hoping I will not be disclosed.

I feel such a joy to go shopping with them but not anymore. Always I've been trying to find conversation to talk. To blend in with them. To crap. To feel involved. To go back to how we used to be. Though pple say we are childish. I rather it remain that way. Remaining as friends. Currently, we look like strangers more then friends. The amount of words spoke. Its so disheartening. I dun wish to go out with them anymore. I jus feel so isolated. Im tired of trying. I'll stop.

While waiting for the gers to buy the-forever-long-queue donuts, trying out the camera (though I noe CMI), just try for the sake... When the sun sets, Eric's mood sets too. He feels tired. He will stone.

Was simply tired. Feel so aimless today.